STILL COPYING FROM THE OLD BLOG.

that was the second Thursday, February 28, 2008 MESS My life is a mess, most of the days i don't want to get out of bed. i feel depress, but my depression it's not that kind that people are sad the whole time, people around me don't even know don't see, what i am going through, I just want to move on, live my life without having to fantasise about some other life that Iwould want to have, i am afraid that i am escaping reality and scares me that there's moments where i really believe, i am there, what if i don't come back, what ifi stayed there for ever? that's why i have decide to seek professionalhelp, and hope that i can deal with whatever it is that have to deal. and go on.