Tuesday, November 3, 2009

BEING LIKE ME




it's so absurd, I am so out of place, I look in the mirror I don't recognize my face, dear dr. Freud, who is this freak? three in the morning, I am so tired that I can't sleep, feels like the moon and the stars colliding deep inside me, drawing me in, I close my eyes I feel your breath against my skin, just like that, and sundelly I learned to breathe again, and I don't care where I am as long as I am where you are, you are the reason that I am kind of ........so far. and there's a certain fascination , in the way I am taken by you, and everything about you, baby, you are... it's all a mistake it's so surreal, its such an unfamiliar feeling that I feel........

author unknown

TWO YEARS AGO...





"I was trying to find myself.
but I realize that I was long gone,
that I had to recreat myself again.
after bumps and bruises,
you have to decide what you going to
do to get over, I am still trying,
and creating, moving foward and trying
to forget things that happened years ago
but still hurt. but I AM FINE.!!!!"

I found this today, I wrote this couple years ago and it makes me sad that I am not that different now... still on the same fight.. Man!!! that sucks .. that's for sure..